Happy Solstice Weekend, 2020!

Okay, I know…2020 has been insane so far.

I truly feel blessed to be able to get off the grid and away from the constant barrage of bad news. For the next three months, Ray and I will be unplugged (with the exception of coming into town for supplies. We are thinking of getting a satellite internet connection since we’ll be gone so much, but we haven’t made any solid plans yet.

midnight sun from our cabin in 2018.
View of the sunset from our cabin. Time is approximately 12:30. The sun will slowly move to the right, hiding behind the mountains for a few hours before popping up again. It will never really get dark.

Sunset/Sunrise times

This year’s Solstice Noon occurs at 1:43 pm on June 20th. The sun will set at around 12:45, and rise again around 2:45***.

***this is approximate per the sunrise/sunset calendar.

Weekend Plans

This weekend we plan on focusing on the upcoming construction in July. The foundations are almost ready, and we will start building structures for the new cook shed and shower facility in July.

Artist’s Retreat!!!

We’ll also start earth work for future guest cabin. Our dream is to turn our 31 acres into an off-grid artist’s retreat so we can share the beauty and inspiration of the Alaska interior with others.

We also we spend time researching, reading, writing and reflecting. Without the constant rattle and distraction focus and clarity on what truly matters is much easier.

Lilly of the Valley Sculpture, Ray Shepard.
Ray’s sculpture, the “Lilly of the Valley.” We have been installing multiple large metal sculptures around the property.

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Alternative Energy in Chicken, AK Part 1

ENERGY STORAGE

Reliable, cost effective and environmentally sustainable energy storage is a key to making alternative energy solutions competitive against other sources for the long term. Solar, wind, hydro, and tidal energy are abundant at times and in certain regions. Without the means to store this energy for when times are lean and make it accessible to all, it is easy to fall back onto fossil fuels.

Solar arrays near Nipton.

ALASKA CHALLENGES IN REMOTE LOCATIONS

Which brings me to my upcoming summer project with our new solar kit. For those of you who follow my posts regularly, our cabin is in a remote region of Alaska, subject to extreme temperatures. The record low for Chicken is -76. The highs can easily hit 80-90 in the summer months, where our ridge easily gets 21+ hours of sunlight a day at its peak.

View of the sunset from our cabin. Time is approximately midnight at the summer solstice. The sun will dip behind the mountains for about 3 hours, never quite getting dark..

BATTERIES AND PHOTOVOLTAIC SYSTEMS

TAKING ADVANTAGE OF SOLAR ENERGY

Battery longevity and efficiency is of extreme importance. Batteries are expensive parts of a photovoltaic system. They are, at their heart, simple devices. By definition, a battery is two dissimilar metals immersed in an electrolytic (typically acid) solution. This creates a chemical reaction. They are also (depending on their construction), highly corrosive and toxic waste in landfills. It is important that as we develop alternative energy storage solutions, we maximize storage efficiency to minimize waste and reduce cost. The extremes in temperatures that I mentioned above can degrade a battery’s life, requiring it to be replaced more frequently, thus adding more waste to our landfills and requiring more mining of rare earth minerals.

Me out in Chicken taking a break with Jane Friedman’s the Business of Being a Writer

I will be conducting a study of our system, keeping track of load, temperatures, charge and charge times, acid levels and specific gravity. I will track this information as a means to help manufacturers and researchers refine their processes to create energy storage solutions that can better withstand extreme environments and improve alternative energy accessibility for all.

Taylor Highway Closed

This will be the first of many projects we hope to bring to life out in the 31 remote acres in the 40-Mile District of Alaska. Thanks for reading. In my next blog, I will discuss a little more in-depth on the details of our system design and capacity.

Summer of 2020 IS GOING TO BE AN ADVENTURE!

HOLD MY BEER!

Me and my father-in-law Shep, having a beer at the bar in Chicken, AK

Thanks for reading. I plan on posting many of our adventures this summer and beyond as I move into my next phase of my life and career. In the meantime, if you are looking for a fictional Alaska adventure, The Dark Land is available on Amazon

The legend of Alaska’s Headless Ravine is steeped in blood. Its hunger for human flesh never sleeps, even in the deepest cold of winter. Courage, skill and love will be stretched to the limits on the isolated boundaries of The Dark Land.

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Reflections-2019

Warning sign on the Taylor highway during winter, Alaska driving, travel, DM Shepard

It seems like for everyone I talk to, 2019 has been a dumpster fire. I know that I will be happy to see this year in the rearview mirror. For those of you who know me/follow me closely, you know that I have struggled with MS and other health related issues this year. Then in August, the company I worked for announced that they were selling our business unit. These last few months I have spent a lot of time reflecting on my career path and what I want to do going forward.

Me with a frame 5 GE rotor

It surprised a lot of people, given that I’m only 41, that I opted to package out. Instead of applying for a job with the new operator, I requested to be severed. For me, the choice was simple. This is an opportunity to make a deep change in my life. I have explained in my blogs, that I have always enjoyed writing. I enjoy engineering and math just as much. In the last few years, I have felt that my job was taking me down a path that led me away from what I enjoyed doing. I was no longer an engineer, I was pushing paper and collecting a paycheck. Meanwhile my blood pressure was ratcheting up, as I argued against decisions I disagreed with, only to get overridden. The stress seemed to eat away at my very being. The only thing making my job worth doing was supporting the great technicians and operators I work with.

The guys cleaning a substation

I hinted over this weekend of exciting announcements to come. I’m still waiting for my final severance date (I’ll get my letter in the mail Friday—I’ll be sure to let you know). But in the meantime, Ray and I are laying our plans for the future.

Monday Ray and I will be putting the down payment for our first solar kit out at the cabin. We’ll be sharing pictures and posts as we design and install our new solar panels, inverter, charger and batteries. We’re looking forward to the greater flexibility as we stay out at the cabin for longer in the summers and plan out adventures.

The cabin at night.

We also have some major construction projects in the works for the summer of 2020. We poured our foundations this past summer, but in July, we will be erecting a new cook shed and shower/sauna. It feels a little weird, bringing creature comforts to our cabin that has been rustic for so long. But as we transition from city living to Chicken these are changes that will make living off-grid more convenient.

Breaking up the snow for water-I’ll really be looking forward to when we have a better water system!

We also plan on taking a few months and driving the ALCAN (a trip I have never done before). We’re going to do an extended road trip to visit friends in the lower 48. As some of you may have noticed, Ray and I have kind of an obsession with old ghost towns. Expect to see lots of pictures and historical blog posts about our adventures.

The Sternwheel Graveyard, one of our favorite stops on our Dawson City, YT adventure in the summer of 2019

We’re not entirely sure what the long term will bring, but I am excited for this leap. I plan on focusing on my writing in 2020 and hopefully bringing my fiction works one step closer to getting published. I also hope to get my own engineering projects/start-up company off the ground. I’m grateful for this deep-sea change. This is a true, once in a lifetime opportunity, and I look forward to sharing our plans and schemes with those of you who keep following me.

Me out in Chicken taking a break with Jane Friedman’s the Business of Being a Writer

The Sternwheel Graveyard

A side-trip on our visit to Dawson as part of my research for my Historical Fiction novel, A Drink of Darkness

There were two ways to get to the Klondike goldfields during the stampede of 1898. There was the treacherous and shorter (by mileage) overland route from Skagway over the Chilkoot or White Passes, then float the Yukon River from Bennet Lake through Carmacks up to Dawson. This route took longer (4 months on average), and could only be done when the passes were open. It could also only be done by those willing and able to pack the 1000 lbs of gear necessary to cross the Canadian border. The passes were too steep for horses, so the gear had to be packed by hand. It took a person on average 40 trips to lug the gear the 33 miles over the Chilkoot to Lake Lindeman.

Avalanches were common. Once the prospectors crossed White Pass, they built boats at Bennet Lake, the headwater of the Yukon (or Lindeman if they took the Chilkoot) . According to the RCMP (Royal Canadian Mounted Police) over 7,000 boats, some of questionable seaworthiness were built and launched in the spring of 1898. But it was not smooth sailing. They faced the White Horse Rapids. Their choices were to either to shoot the rapids, or pack their gear around. After many rafts and canoes were lost in the rapids, the RCMP decreed that women could not shoot the rapids, but had to hike around. Klondike Kate (mentioned in a previous blog) is famous for having defied this order. She hopped into a raft at the last minute before they could stop her.

Klondike Kate Rockwell, Queen of the Klondike
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P. E. Larss Photograph Collection, 1898-1904.

The longer route was by steamer from Seattle to St. Michael, then by Sternwheel (Paddleboat) up the Yukon to Dawson. The total trip usually took about 8 days (4 days travel up the Yukon). But in the summer of 1898, the year my main character Helena travels to meet her husband in Dawson City, water levels were notoriously low. The boat trip up the Yukon stretched into over a week. The boats ran out of food as they slogged the 1600 miles to the “Paris of the North.” This still seems like better option compared to 4 months on the trail, but it was expensive. Not only did you still need to have the 1000lbs of gear, you had to be able to afford a ticket on the boats. They were often overcrowded, dirty, unmaintained and got stuck often in the slow, muddy Yukon River.

Stermwheeler the Keno in Dawson City, YT

They also could only run when this massive Northern River was free of ice. Break-up in the spring of 1898 (not necessarily ice-free) was May 8. The first paddlewheels did not get to Dawson until June. The last steamer out with a load of gold was mid-September. Freeze-up was October 31. This was a narrow travel window for those coming to Dawson in the pursuit of gold.

Yukon River, looking north from Midnight Dome

On our recent trip to Dawson we decided to take a tour of the Sternwheel Graveyard. We heard about it only by chance as we were researching things to do in Dawson. It is not located in Dawson City, but on the West side of the Yukon River. To get to the graveyard from Dawson, take the ferry across the river to the Yukon River campground. You’ll have to park then walk through the campground, then north along the river bank.

Approaching the Sternwheeler Graveyard from the campground from the river. The Julia B is the first sternwheeler visible.

This site by Murray Lundburg has comprehensive information about the Sternwheeler Graveyard. Murray has been visiting the site since 1990 and has complied pictures of the decay of the wreckage over the years. He has also done a great job of putting together the known history of the site. Rather than try to duplicate his work I have included his link below:

http://www.explorenorth.com/library/ships/sternwheeler_graveyard.html

You can see information about the 7 ships that were originally believed to have been abandoned at the site, along with an original picture from 1938 of the Julia B (the sternwheeler closest to the Yukon). He also includes a comprehensive list of the boats that travelled the Yukon and the dates they were believed to have been in service. For the purpose of my story, I used the Alice, as I know from references this boat brought the Sisters of St. Ann to Dawson in August of 1898 to work for Father Judge as nurses at St. Mary’s hospital.

Here our some of our photos of the graveyard in August of 2019:

View from the bank of the Yukon:

The Julia B
Julia B’s boiler. Kind of made us wonder if it was the inspiration for “The Cremation of Sam McGee,” by Robert Service.
Seattle No 3 can barely be read anymore. The letttering is almost completely weathered away.
Seattle No 3 wreckage (in color)
Seattle No 3 (in black and white..just for fun)
Hull of unknown sternwheeler slightly upriver of the 3 main boats
Remnants of the paddlewheel of the Schwatka, slowly being taken over by the forest.
Julia B’s paddlewheel rotor, wooden paddles completely gone.

If you are heading to Dawson and would like a unique activity, I would highly recommend this excursion. As you can tell from these pictures, this is a hazardous location with unstable structures. If you chose to venture forth, please do not enter or climb onto any of the wreckage or take “souvenirs.” Sturdy hiking boots are highly recommended.

Me standing with the paddlewheel of the Schwatka
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The legend of the Headless Ravine is steeped in blood. The Dark Land’s hunger for human flesh never sleeps, even in the deepest cold of winter

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Anne Hobbs Purdy

The “Tisha” of Robert Speck’s book published in 1976

Some of you who follow my posts about our cabin in Chicken, AK may have read the book, Tisha, written by Robert Speck. This book was loosely based on the life of a real school teacher in Chicken, AK. Her name was Anne Hobbs Purdy.

She wrote her another, based more on her time spent teaching in Eagle, titled Dark Boundary. This was published in 1954, and gave a much darker version of experiences as a school teacher in the territory.

Both versions are worth a read, and from talking with old timers in Chicken, Anne was quite the character. She was born in Missouri on November 10, 1901 and died in Dot Lake, AK on April 15, 1987. The Purdy family still owns property in Chicken. While I will be posting pictures of the “old town” of Chicken, I will not be posting any pictures or locations of the current Purdy family property out of respect for their privacy.

I put together this blog post for those of you who are fans of the book Tisha, but have never made it to Chicken. This will also be the setting for some of my future stories in my horror series (should it become one-rap wood!).

Jack Strong’s house. He had the contract for the mail in the 40-mile region, running a team between Eagle, Jack Wade, Steele Creek and Chicken. A key firgure in Tisha. The house has subsided up to nearly the windows.

We’ll start the tour with Jack Strong’s house. He had the contract to deliver mail and supplies to Chicken. He is the one who also “delivers” Anne to Chicken at the beginning of the story. His house was the largest and nicest in Chicken, also doubling as the General Store. As you can see in the picture, it has subsided over time into the permafrost.

Inside of Jack’s house. There are a few pieces of furniture left over from the era of when Fairbanks Exploration owned Chicken. The floor is nearly level with the window in the background due to the severe subsidence of the structure into the permafrost.
Maggie’s Road House.

Maggie’s Roadhouse was the meeting Place for the town, where everyone would come together to gossip. It was also where they would get together after the dances on Saturday nights.

This cast iron stove in the roadhouse was brought in by dog sled. Fairbanks Exploration later retrofitted it to run on propane and installed the ventilation hood above.
Sink and prep area in Maggie’s road house.
This is where everyone would gather to eat after the dances at the school house.
View looking toward the schoolhouse and Jack Strong’s warehouse from the Roadhouse.

So if you have read Tisha, you know that Maggie was a busy-body and a trouble maker. She didn’t like that Anne had taken in two native kids. She also didn’t like that Anne and Fred (a native man) were flirting with each other. As you can see here, she would have had ample opportunity to spy on Anne at the school house. This plays into several key scenes in the novel Tisha.

Front of Anne’s school house.
Entrance to Anne’s personal living space on the north side of the building
View from north side of Tisha’s School House. You can see in this picture that the structure has also subsided over time.
View of rear of school house (west side) you can see doors and windows are closed off. At one point the building was two stories and used as a hotel. the second story burnt down in the early 1900’s.
Inside the school room. Note the stove. It was made from a metal barrel. You can see the outline of the door and window and the back of the room that were closed off before Anne’s time.
Anne’s personal living quarters. Sometimes when it got too cold, she would bring the children into her room and have them sit on her bed while she taught.
Jack Strong’s Warehouse.
Inside Jack’s storage warehouse in the old ghost town of Chicken, Alaska. Across from Tisha’s school house, it plays a central role in Anne’s story. Later it would become the warehouse for Fairbanks Exploration. Most of the goods left on the shelves are from their operations.
“The Management House.” Once a private residence. One Fairbanks Exploration took over Chicken, it became a residence for upper management.
Inside the management house
Old structure
Old outhouse in Chicken. Could you imagine using this in winter. The record low in Chicken is -76 F.
Toad’s residence

Toad is featured in a couple of my blogs. He was one of the last residents to live in Chicken full time before it was finally completely abandoned. He worked for Fairbanks Exploration and stayed on as a caretaker when they pulled out in the 1960’s. He eventually moved to a different place a few miles outside Chicken. Last year he moved to Tok. Only one person lives in the “Old Town” Of Chicken during winter as a caretaker now to prevent vandalism.

Me and my father-in-law Shep, having a beer at the bar in Chicken, AK

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Researching Alaska

Our second trip to Kennecott Mines National Historic Landmark and Wrangell-St. Elias National Park.

In 2007, I made the decision to pack up everything I had and take a job in Alaska working a rotational job in Prudhoe Bay, Alaska. I didn’t know anyone, and had no idea what I was getting into. I moved from an office job in Seattle to a field-based job in the arctic. I can say, without a doubt, it absolutely was the best decision I ever made. And not only for myself, but for others I have met along the way, there is an enduring mystique about the land that is still dubbed: The Last Frontier. Wherever I go, I get peppered with questions about what it is like to live and work in Alaska. Some of my novels are based on adventures I have had along the way, but others are based here in the 49th State. While I have lived here almost 13 years now, I am amazed at how much I still don’t know about one of America’s youngest states.

My Alaska Adventures have become the inspiration for so much of my writing (as you’ll see below), and yet I am blown away by how much I don’t know.

A particular piece of writing advice that writers hear time and time again is:

WRITE WHAT YOU KNOW.

I think we can all agree that this is a bit misleading, and really, not very well defined. My perspective is that it means to write from your life’s experiences and passions. When George Orwell wrote the War of the Worlds, I don’t think he knew first hand anything about alien invasion, but he understood people. Ernest Hemmingway wrote incredible novels based on his life experiences as an ambulance driver during WWI. Charlotte Bronte wrote passionate Gothic Romance based on her hardships and privations as a child raised in a poor, rural English parish in the mid-1800’s.

Historical Fiction has always intrigued me, as well as historical non-fiction. It is fascinating to read about characters from the past and imagine what their lives must have been like. We can’t really KNOW what it was like to live in their time and walk in their shoes, but we can research and Imagine.

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Pressure gauge on boiler in the old power plant at Kennecott

In my quest to write a series of both contemporary and historical fiction about Alaska, I have been visiting some of the lesser known historical sites. This trip, we went back to Kennecott, AK. This copper mine in Wrangell-St. Elias National Park operated from 1911-1938. It produced 200-300 million dollars’ worth of copper and silver (4.5 tons of copper ore). Owned by the Kennecott Syndicate, a corporation formed between the Havemeyer, Guggenheim, and J.P. Morgan Families, it operated 363 days a year. A 96-mile long railroad project costing $23 million was built from Cordova to Kennecott to bring the ore to market. Deemed the Can’t Run and Never Will Rail Road (Copper River Northwestern Railroad—CRNW RR), it ran until 1938, until the mine was shut down.

Rail trestle over the Gilhana River. Part of the CRNW Railroad from Cordova to Kennecott. One of the few sections still intact.

My series a Copper Year is set in the roaring 20’s. It’s a story about a young woman who survived the horrors of WWI France and travels to Kennecott to work as a nurse. The novels are about her journey from Europe, across America to Alaska. It then will detail the life of a single, female nurse in a camp dominated by men. The societal expectation being that she wouldn’t stay single long. She would find a good husband and settle down, putting her career aside to raise a family (apparently, they had a rule that once a woman got married, she could no longer work). No one really takes into account if that is what she really wants.

This story was inspired by two ideas. One my own work experience as a woman in engineering working almost always only around men. Then also my research into the archived pictures of Kennecott. While most of the women who got married were named in the photographs, the unmarried nurses were just labeled “unknown nurse.” It was a symptom of the time in which they lived. They weren’t considered a critical part of the story until they found a man to marry. Otherwise, they merely faded into obscurity. This gave me the idea for creating a romance around one of these “unknown women.”

Part of my research has been to dig into not only the photo archives and written history, but to take actual trips out to Kennecott and do tours to learn what life was like for the people who lived and worked at the mines. It is fascinating to learn about day to day life at the mining operation. The park rangers give daily talks about camp life and the people who lived here.

Concentration Mill at Kennecott. At 14 stories tall, considered to be one of the largest free standing wooden structures in the world. It has metal buckles throughout to tighten it down from all the vibration.

We have also taken multiple tours of the Concentration Mill, Power Plant, and Leeching Plant. These tours can be booked through St. Elias Alpine Guides. They do a great job explaining some of the back history of Kennecott and the purposes of the various buildings.

http://www.steliasguides.com

Air compressor in old power plant

While my story A Drink of Darkness is currently set in Dawson City, I plan on expanding the series to Kennecott eventually (rap wood it gets that far). In this case, I will have my immortal vampires Eve, Bianca (and others) who masquerade as “Ladies of the Night,” showcase the rowdy town of McCarthy. Sitting at the toe of the root glacier, 5 miles away from Kennecott, it was also the turnaround point for the CRNW Railroad. Kennecott was a “Company Town,” owned by the Syndicate, with strict rules, and technically dry. McCarthy was a boomtown that sprung up to cater to the whims of the working men. Complete with bootlegging and brothels, a man could work months for his pay check, walk to McCarthy, then be back at the mines in a week or two, having blown it all.

My contemporary horror novella (currently available on Amazon), The Dark Land is also set in the area. This novel was inspired by the remote wilderness areas of the park, and local Athabascan Legends.

The Legend of Alaska’s Headless Ravine is steeped in blood. It’s hunger for human flesh never sleeps, even in the deepest cold of winter. Skill, courage and lover will be stretched to the limits on the isolated boundaries of The Dark Land.

Thanks for reading. Stay tuned for more book reviews and Alaska adventures!

The Dark Land

As promised, a blog post about the interior of Alaska, the location of our cabin, and the inspiration for several of my stories. In particular, my horror novella, The Dark Land, inspired by the Legend of the Cet’aeni or the “People with Tails.”

Moonrise over the cabin

Since the white man’s “discovery” of the land the Aleut’s call Alyeska, there has been an intense fascination with this broad expanse of wilderness. Most people who visit barely scratch the surface, never understanding the true scale and depth of Alaska’s land. They stick to the tour buses, enjoying the safety of what my husband and I call the “look, but don’t touch” Alaska. These tourists will never experience her harsh bite. They can’t comprehend that behind her glacial beauty, beats a cold and unyielding heart that has lured many to a premature end.

None understand this better than the native peoples who populated this vast land long before the Europeans set foot here. Many distinct tribes and cultures lived within Alaska’s varied terrain. The subject of the different tribes and languages could take up multiple blog posts and books. If you are ever visiting Anchorage, a great stop is the Alaska Native Heritage Center:

http://www.alaskanative.net/

They break down the enormous state into the 5 distinct regions of tribal peoples. It is a great place to get a better understanding of how these people lived and thrived in Alaska

As mentioned, most tourists see the southeast of Alaska. they take a cruise from Seattle or Vancouver up the inside passage. They see the land of the Haida and the Tlingit. Tall trees and totem poles. Calving glaciers and orcas.

They might head further north to Anchorage, or Los Anchorage as some of us who live here call it. Alaska’s largest city of roughly 300K people might seem paltry to outsiders, but it is a behemoth considering almost half the state’s population lives in one city. There’s another joke about Anchorage, “Alaska, 20 minutes from Anchorage.” Tourists who only come to Anchorage haven’t seen the real Alaska, they’ve just been brought here to spend money.

Some brave tourists venture into the interior, taking tours of Denali National Park and Fairbanks. Few tourists venture into the Eastern interior. Those who do might go visit Kennecott Mine, inside the boundaries of Wrangell-St. Elias National Park, the largest US National Park by area. A few more might make the drive up the Alcan, visiting the Canadian cities of Dawson or Whitehorse, then visiting Chicken and Eagle on the US side of the border, all remnants of the great Yukon/Klondike gold-rush. Gold is still actively mined in these regions to this day. For those of you who regularly follow my posts, you’ll know this is where the cabin is located, just outside of Chicken.

The cabin in Chicken, AK

The interior is the land of the Athabascan. Most people would think that the North Slope/Arctic region would be the coldest, but that is not the case. Without the warming/cooling effects of the ocean, the interior experiences the extremes of weather. The Alaska interior holds the record low in Prospect Creek, AK at -80F (-62C for my friends on the Celsius scale). The record low in Chicken, AK is pretty close, at -76. The record high was at Ft. Yukon (north of Fairbanks) at 100F.

The native Athabascans adapted to their landscape and extreme environment and carved an existence out of the harsh beauty.

Mt. Sanford as viewed from the north boundary of Wrangell-St. Elias National Park

The fierce, tenacious tribes of Athabascans that inhabited this particular region of wild rivers and harsh extremes were the Ahtna and Tanana.

The first attempts by Europeans to navigate and chart the copper river were met by fierce resistance from the Ahtna and Tanana. The parties disappeared, never returning.

It wasn’t until 1885, Lt. Henry T Allen and two other men set off from Portland, OR with explicit orders to map and navigate the Copper and Tanana Rivers and bring back information on the peoples living in the region. A link to information on this expedition is below.

https://armyhistory.org/5102-2/

The Ahtna, like all people have myths and legends. Legends of the Gguux (pronounced gookh) that pull people into the water to drown. Stories of the “Hairy Man” much like the Bigfoot or Yeti of other cultures.

But the tale I will spin for you is based loosely on the legend of the Cet’eani or “People with tails.” My husband has done a great deal of hiking and skiing in the back country of the Copper Valley and Wrangell-St. Elias National Park while his brother had a homestead in Slana. This story is loosely based on some of his experiences.

There are multiple iterations of this tale, as it varies depending on location, tribe and dialect. 

http://www.native-languages.org/ahtna-legends.htm

But first, I will relate the basic tale:

A young hunter set forth from the village in late winter to provide fresh meat for his family. When he did not return, a party went out searching. They tracked his steps some distance from the village to a valley that was seldom explored. It was whispered that evil spirits dwelled within, lurking in caves and trees. Creatures with tails.

The hunters entered with caution. Coming over a ridge in the dark, they saw a bonfire in front of a cave. Creatures with tails frolicked in the firelight, playing a game, kicking the young hunters head to and fro. The hunters waited until the creatures retreated to their cave for the night. They sealed the entrance with rocks and lit it on fire. They went back to the village and warned others of what they had seen.

Knowing they had not truly vanquished the Cet’aeni, they made the valley forbidden, calling it the “Dark Land.”


The cabin at night.

As I get ready to self-publish my horror/paranormal romance novel, the Dark Land, set in the back country of Wrangel St. Elias National Park, I’ll be doing more posts about this particular region of Alaska, and our plans for our cabin this summer!

Into the Dark Land

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Here is the beginning of a horror story inspired by the interior of Alaska where we have our cabin. Let me know what you think. I previously just published the very beginning. Here is the intro and the first Chapter. This is still a rough draft, but I am having a lot of fun with it.

The cabin at night.

The Headless Valley

Bryan took another swig of the Wild Turkey from the metal flask. Shoving it back into the cargo pocketof his camopants, he coughed and examined the track in the half-frozen sprucebog. He re-adjusted his pack; freeze-dried ash, willow and spruce needles crunching under his boots as he gazed into the mist.

Where’d that stupid fuckin’ moose go?

He mumbled to himself, breath making a white vapor in the early evening air. He gripped his rifle harder, fingers aching in the bitter chill.

Better not have fuckin’ lost it. Knew I never should have left my four-wheeler. He wheezed and blew a snot rocket, then tugged his camopants over his pot belly.

His head whipped at the sound of snapping branches further down the narrow valley.

 It’s almost dark, but fuck it, I’m not going back empty handed after coming all this way. He said to himself, creeping along through the thick brace of willow and spruce.

A chill went up his spine and his skin prickled under his woolen shirt as he came into a misty clearing. A cave gaped in the hillside above. The dark opening like the slack jaw of a drunk whore with no teeth. A sensation of being watched intensified.

I—I should go back to Miss Penny’s old lodge. It’s late—I don’t want to hack up a moose tonight anyway. I’ll try again tomorrow. Plenty of dumb moose out here. Don’t need this one. He thought, guts churning as his eyes searched the thick mist.

The spruce bog came to life around him in the rapidly dimming light. Silence broken by the snapping of branches and crunching of leaves. Yellow eyes, standing a little shorter than himself, appeared in every direction. Dark shapes forming in the silvery shadows.

“Fuck you! I’m leaving!”he shouted, voice cracking as a stream of wetness trickled down his leg to his boots. Urine hot in contrast to the clamminess of his skin. He stumbled back, bumping into spruce trees, their spiny frozen needles clawing at his all-weatherjacket and pants. Willow branches whipped his face, knocking his knit cap to the ground and exposing his nearly bald head to the freezing air. Breathing hard, he continued to try to push his way back out of the clearing.

The yellow eyes grew larger as they drew closer. He fired his rifle, discharging every bullet. Gunfire split the air, mingling with the rising sound of branches cracking. Boot catching on a hummock of moss, he sprawled backward rolling against his heavy pack, limbs flailing like a turtle. The useless rifle flew from his hands. His final scream cut short as the yellow eyes hovered above.

Rosamunde’s Journey

Rosamunde slogged through the hard-packed snow, the Iverson’s cozy roadhouse long behind her now. Heavy frost and snow graced the bare branches of spruce, willow and alder. The skeletal limbs shuddering from time to time in the later winter breeze. Her breath came faster, leaving frost around the mouth and nose of her gray facemask as she focused on sliding one ski in front of the other. The scraping sound against the snow as she built a steady rhythm echoed in the otherwise silent boreal forest. As she found her stride, digging each pole into the trail created by the arctic cat by Dick just a week before, she was able to forget about the heavy straps of the pack digging into her shoulders, and the way the belt pinched the tender skin of her hips as she dragged the sled along behind her.

She looked up at brilliant azure late winter sky. The blinding yellow sun hung just above the trees. Ice crystals hung in the air, creating a shimmering sundog. She wanted to stop and admire the beauty, but she needed to keep moving. A clear cloudless sky on a day like this meant one thing, a bone-chilling cold night. The sooner she got to the lodge and got a fire started, the better.

As she built a steady rhythm, her mind began to wander. At least I don’t have to break trail. Then she shuddered at the reason why she didn’t have to break trail. Dick had made multiple trips to Miss Penny’s old lodge in the last few weeks. First to retrieve her body after he and Ulrik had found her mauled and delirious on the floor. And then another trip last week to clean up the mess and lock everything back up.

Why did she come out here alone? Rosamunde asked herself, chest aching not only from the subzero temperature as she gulped air, hauling her heavy load, but from her thoughts of Penny’s death. Why didn’t she tell me she was coming out here to look for Bryan? I would have come with her. Maybe I could have helped. She closed her eyes for a moment, gliding along. She thought of the last entry in Miss Penny’s old diary, dated the night she was probably injured. Her desperate longing to find her son echoed in every word she wrote. It ate at Rosamunde that the older woman had faced it alone. Not only that, there was the letter, written on simple hospital stationary just before she died, asking Rose to come out here and try to find his remains.

Bryan’s remains.

The thought made her shudder. They had all grown up out here together at the lodge. Though Bryan had sometimes made her life miserable, no one deserved to die like that. And he wasn’t the only person she knew who had disappeared out here. While Miss Penny had adopted and fostered scores of abused kids like Rosamunde, Bryan was Penny’s only flesh and blood son. It had been two years since Bryan had disappeared into the Wrangel-St. Elias back country on a hunting trip, vanishing without a trace. Miss Penny had been crushed. The only initial clues had been his sleeping gear left behind at the old lodge.

Then last September, the Alaska State Troopers caught some teenagers in McCarthy joy riding in his four-wheeler. They led the police to where they’d found it parked, out by a dry campsite, down by Dan Creek. Beyond that, the trail went cold again. In such a large, uninhabited region, no one had the resources to scour the back country for a young man everyone was sure was dead. Not to mention he had been such an asshole when he was alive, no one terribly missed him anyway. No one except for his mother.

A rustling in the trees louder than the sound of her skis scraping along the snow made her pause. Her hand dropped to her pistol at her waist as her eyes scanned the frozen understory of the forest. A pair of eyes blinked at her, a furry face blending seamlessly with the ice and snow. The large cat moved its head again, giving away its location.

Rosamunde gripped her pistol. The lynx blinked again, eyeing her and cocking its head to the side. She expelled her breath in a long white cloud that froze instantly in the subzero air. The cat already had its dinner hanging limp in its large jowls. The white snowshoe hare, the large feline’s favorite prey, had been too slow today. The lynx eyed her again, then slinked away into the brace of spruce and willows, padding gracefully on top of the snow with its huge paws that acted as natural snow shoes.

The forest grew quiet once more. She shook her head as a new chill went down her spine. The hair stood up on the back of her neck and she looked around, scanning the snowy wood for other signs of life.

You’re just spooked. Yeah, something could be out there, just like that lynx, but you need to keep moving. It’s going to get really cold as soon as that sun sets. You need to get to the old lodge before dark. Edna said there’s plenty of wood, but you need to bring it in from the shed. Still, why do I feel like I’m being watched?

Rosamunde adjusted her face mask and goggles against the brutal cold and checked her compass in the alpine glow. Miss Penny’s old lodge should only be a few more yards, she thought to herself, snapping it close again and clipping it back to her jacket. The snowy boreal forest faded into soft shades of violet, navy and lavender as the sun dropped below the tree line. The black spruce trees casting long shadows all around, creating sinister shapes on the gleaming snow. Doubt set in as she shivered, the sweat permeating her underlayers.

Why am I doing this? Following the last wishes of an old woman who was probably hallucinating when she died? Rosamunde asked herself for possibly the hundredth time today.

Because she loved you, Rose, the voice in her head scolded. She was the only person who ever loved you. It’s the least you can do after everything she did for you.

She thought back to the funeral last week and her encounter with Aaron, when he had given her the diary.

“Hey there beautiful,” he’d said as she stood by the closed casket, gazing at the pictures of Penny and all of the children she’d adopted or fostered over the years, including herself and the man who spoke to her now, Aaron.

Before she had even turned around, her skin was already crawling at the tone of his voice. “Hi,” she replied, wiping her eyes with a shaking hand as she took a step back. Already he’d moved in far too close for her comfort. The smell of his cheap cologne overpowering the heady scent of lilies and roses arranged around the casket.

“Look,” he said, running a hand through his thin, fine brown hair. His beady blue eyes scaled up and down her black sheath dress. “I know this must be tough for you, I’m glad you were able to make it into town on such short notice.”

She nodded, taking another step back as he made a motion as if to touch her arm. “Yeah, fortunately they were able to get me on a flight down from Prudhoe, I’m on leave for the next few weeks.”

“Great, listen we started going through some things Mary had with her, and I found her old diary, and a note she wrote when she was in the hospital. It was addressed to you. Looks like she wrote it just before…” His voice trailed off, and his eyes slid to the casket.

She nodded, tears filling her vision again. He pulled a brown leather diary out of the sports coat of his jacket and handed it to her.

“Thanks,” she replied, a chill going up her spine as his clammy fingers brushed hers. She couldn’t explain why she found him so repulsive. Other women seemed to find him charming. His date hovered nearby, glaring at the two of them, fluffing her long blonde hair.

“Well I should be going. See you around.” He said, managing to pat her shoulder. She shuddered a little as he walked away then chastised herself. He’s never been anything but nice. Sure he was really creepy as a teenager, but he seems to have grown out of it. She shook her head at the memories. When she read the diary and the simple letter enclosed within, she wasted no time making plans to travel out to the old lodge.

Her long sigh echoed in the air as she kicked off through the hardpacked snow as she continued along, following the trail made earlier in the week. Under her parka and multiple layers of gear, sweat trickled down the small of her back and between the cleavage created by her bra despite the subzero air. Her shoulders ached from the heavy pack, and the belt attached to her hips continued to rub as she dragged the small sled through the ice locked boreal forest. Her lips curled up in a relieved smile as the old wooden lodge came into view. Its lower windows boarded up with plywood, but the fortunately wooden porch free of snow. Probably from when Ulrik and Dick came out to get her. Rosamunde thought, closing her eyes against tears. Increasing her stride, she quickly crossed the small clearing to the large log cabin. Dragging the sled up the stairs onto the sturdy porch, the warped wood creaked as she eased her pack off her shoulders setting it down and looking around.

She rubbed her aching shoulders and looked back at the trail she’d made to the deep snow. At least I made it before dark, she thought to herself she pulled her pistol from its holster and tugged her headlamp on over her balaclava. She worked the combination lock on the front door and heaved it open. Holding her pistol high, she entered and searched the gloomy interior. Creeping through each room she listened for sounds of intruders, either animal or otherwise. Satisfied that nothing was disturbed, and everything was still securely boarded up, she went back into the main area of the Lodge and lit the ancient propane lantern by the cast-iron wood stove.

The lantern glowed to life, casting light and shadows around the room. She assessed the pile of wood next to the stove.

Enough for tonight, and just to heat this room, and I’ll need to melt water too. She thought to herself, I should get more before it gets much darker. Who knows how cold it’ll be tonight and tomorrow. And I’ll need more when I sled out to the service cabin near Dan Creek. May as well get it now.

She dragged her pack and sled inside, pulling the sled with her food and rifle in the kitchen. She unlashed the rifle from the sled and set it on the rack next to the front door, taking off the safety. She unloaded the dry goods and her packages from the sled, so she could use it to haul wood. Next she wandered over to the other side of the wood stove where the bed platform set back in an alcove. The old wooden platform creaked beneath the weight of her pack. Her gut sank as she spied a sleeping bag with familiar initials embroidered at the bottom: BSC. Next to the platform on the floor sat a-half empty bottle of Wild Turkey. She picked it up with the tips of her fingers and moved it to the counter and the old kitchen. Rosamunde thought back again to the letter Penny had written on her deathbed, tucked into her old diary.

Wow, Brian really was here. I wonder why Penny thought I could find him when the troopers couldn’t.

Maybe I can. They don’t really have the resources to do it. And we all grew up out here. I know the places he might go. So would Ulrik. Maybe I should have asked him to come along. She grew warm at the thought of spending the nights alone out her with the tall handsome dark-haired man she grew up with, who she’d idolized since she was a girl. She shook her head. No, Ulrik hated Bryan even more than I did, he would just try to talk me out of it anyway. But even he would agree with me, this is the best time of year to cross the spruce bogs. But to I really want to go out to “Headless Valley” alone?

Stop that, that’s just a story Ulrik’s Nana used to tell us when we were kids. It’s not real.

She eyed the bottle of Wild Turkey again, thinking of Bryan’s constant run-ins with the Troopers and Penny’s desperate wish for him to get sober. She swallowed hard. She saved so many of us, me included, but she couldn’t save her son from his addictions. She deserved so much more. I should have told her how much I loved her. The thoughts swirled through her head as Rosamunde looked around the lodge, taking in the weathered logs and the well-worn chinking. Tears filled her eyes as she noted the cast iron pots, still hung from their familiar nails on the wall. The cabinets that Miss Penny’s father had made by hand still stood against the far wall, Rosamunde had come here just two—Or was it three summers—to help re-paint them. The door to the downstairs bedroom was closed, but she knew that room by heart, having slept many nights there, being rocked to sleep by either Penny or Ulrik or Keira after being rescued from her own broken home. Rosamunde turned back toward the door. Her guts clenched at the sight of the dark stain visible in the lantern light in the middle of the floor. Penny, that’s where she…

Rosemunde swallowed hard against the lump in her throat, then she squared her shoulders. Get a fire built, then go get wood and snow for before it gets completely dark. You can think about Penny, how she died, and Bryan and the plan to find his remains later. Maybe you can even clean it up later tonight. It’s not like you’ll have anything else to do other than read a book and sleep after it gets dark. She drew a deep breath and turned her attention to the wood stove.

Log and kindling loaded into the stove, she struck a match, then sat back on her heels and watched it take hold, crackling and popping as it began to draw. Her skin prickled on her arms, and she looked around the room, almost as if expecting to see something watching from the shadows. Stop that, she told herself. You already checked everything. Go get wood before the temperature drops more.  She rose to her feet and went back into the deepening twilight, taking a pair of old wooden snowshoes from the rack next to the door and clicked on her headlamp. She made her way around the to the woodshed on the south side of the lodge, dragging her sled again. She loaded it with wood twice, floundering in the deep snow. She paused once or twice in her work, certain she heard a noise coming up the trail. But all she could hear when she focused was a distant howl of a wolf, or the light breeze rustling through the forest. Otherwise all was still.

She deposited one load of wood next to the fireplace, then the other load just outside the door to the cabin. She filled buckets with snow and set them on and around the stove to melt. Then she went back out onto the porch, hanging the snowshoes on a hook outside. She glanced around one more time at the empty clearing around the cabin, the woods were nearly completely dark, faint stars beginning to twinkle in the clear cold night above. The antique Coca-cola thermometer next to the door already read 25 below by the light of her headlamp.

Damn, it’s going to be chilly tonight, and it’s not even six o’clock yet.

She went back inside and bolted the heavy wooden door behind her. She pulled off her face mask and goggles then her parka and snow pants hung them all on the sturdy hooks next to the front door. She readjusted her belt with her pistol over her fleece pants. She yanked off her boots and pulled a pair of thick socks from her pack along with a clean dry T-shirt and sweater.

I really need to get out of these sweaty clothes, she thought, shivering in the still chilly cabin. The fire had warmed things substantially, and her pots of water were melting, but still cold. I really want to wash up before I put on a clean sweater. She crouched down to throw a few more logs into the stove and paused, hair rising on the back of her neck.

There is a noise coming up the trail, she realized. She dropped her hand to her pistol at her waist and glanced at the front window the Lodge, still covered in boards and plywood. Why didn’t I think to remove the boards? Her heart pounded faster as the pounding, sliding and heavy breathing got closer. Hand shaking, she pulled her pistol as heavy footsteps thumped against the wooden porch and the doorknob twitched.

“Who’s there?” she shouted. “Identify yourself!”

“Open up, Rosamund. It’s me, Ulrik.” A deep voice bellowed.

She re-holstered her pistol and sprinted to the door, hands trembling as she rushed to unbolt it. Ulrik stood on the threshold, stomping the snow off his heavy winter boots. His two hulking malamutes sniffed the air behind him as they wandered the clearing, investigating scents in the snow. She stepped back, heart fluttering, breath coming fast now as she gazed up at the mountain of a man, gray-brown eyes blazing as he looked her over through his winter gear. She backed toward the bed platform, crossing her arms over her chest. He threw back his hood and tore off his face mask.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing, girl?” Coming all the way out here? Alone? This time of year?” He shouted, hands on his hips. His tanned high cheek bones flushed.

Her heart sunk at his words. Then her pride flared at the implication in his comments. Putting one hand on her hip she poked the air with the other.

“What you mean? You say that like I’m clueless. I’m just as capable in the backcountry as you are. Hell, you taught me everything I know.” She shouted back. “I have my pistol. I can defend myself against any predator, four-legged or two-legged.”

Ulrik caught his breath at her retort, taking in her flashing hazel eyes and golden hair in front of the fire as she stood her ground, defiant. “I–I’m sorry. You’re right. I sometimes forget you’re not like the other women I’ve known, Little Bird.” He said running his hands through his thick black hair. She pursed her lips and her porcelain skin flushed a deep rose at the use of his personal nickname for her.

His blood ran cold and his hair rose on the back of his neck as a pair of yellow eyes blinked on the dark bed platform behind her.

“Rosamunde,” he said dropping his voice and easing his rifle off his shoulder. “Don’t move. Stay perfectly still.”

Her pretty hazel eyes widened, but she froze in place. He closed the distance with a steady slow stride as his eyes adjusted to the dim light. He could now make out a shape in the sleeping alcove behind her, crouched in the shadows. He placed his rifle over her left shoulder, aiming for where the baleful eyes still blinked out of the dark recess.

“When I count to three, drop to the ground, pull your pistol, okay?” He mouthed, gazing directly into her eyes. She blinked twice while her full coral lips formed the word “okay” in return.

One…Two…Three


Taylor Highway Closed

Hope you enjoyed the beginning of my little story. My next blog post will be the legend for which this post is based, and some of the background information on this region of Alaska. Thanks for reading and stay tuned.

An Autumn Walk

I decided to take a break from writing on this clear cold autumn day to get out and enjoy the beautiful Alaska fall weather. For those of you who follow me regularly, you may be wondering why we aren’t headed out to the cabin. Well, unfortunately, the road to the cabin is closed for the year. We’re busily making our plans for next March, but for this winter, we’ll enjoy activities closer to home.

Turnagain Arm in the fall sunshine

We decided since the weather was so nice, as previously mentioned, clear and cold, to head down to the small ski town of Girdwood for a hike. We’ve gotten out first snowfall here in south-central Alaska, but it’s not very deep. We wanted to get one last hike in before it’s time to break out the snowshoes and cross country skis. It’s also fall, so the daylight is fading fast. Between now and the winter solstice, we’ll be losing light everyday at a rapid pace.

We drove along the Turnagain Arm (as seen in the above picture). This is a great place to see the bore tide, or to see beluga whales. Directly across the arm (right where the sun is shining), is the small gold rush town of Hope. Both Girdwood and Hope have been inspirations for some of my stories. 

Sun peaking through the trees. Winner’s Creek Trail, Girdwood, AK

We wanted to hike the Winner’s Creek Trail. In the summers, this is a popular hike. It connects from the Alyeska Resort property to the Crow Creek Pass Trail. This trail is part of the original Iditarod heritage trail. For hard-core marathoners, the Crow Creek Pass Marathon is one of the toughest.

Snowy Meadow

When the snow gets a little deeper, we plan on coming back out and exploring some of the cross-country ski trails or snow show trails, but while the snow is still shallow, this was an easy trail with just hiking shoes and poles. At times it was slick and treacherous, as it was hard-packed and icy.

Snowcat Bridge over Winner’s Creek, Girdwood, AK

My husband and I truly enjoy disconnecting from the world. This trail is approximately forty-five minutes from Anchorage, but as you can see from the pictures, you feel like you’re in a different world.

Bear tracks along the trail

As you walk along and soak in the surroundings, you notice more and more details. Animal tracks in the snow pop out at you. This bear has wandered along sometime ago.

Waterfall near Winner’s Creek Gorge, Girdwood, AK

I’ve lived in Alaska now for 12 years. Each season has its unique beauty. A different faucet to enjoy, if you just get out and give it a chance. Yes, sometimes that does mean experiencing a little discomfort. I promise it’s worth it.

Turnagain Arm on our drive home that evening